Haunted
Posted on Tue May 5th, 2020 @ 9:01pm by Commander Samantha Howard
Chief Medical Officer's Log - Personal.
I don't know why but I'm rattled. The away mission was nothing other than routine - a quick tour of a recovering colony, a meeting, a report, and job done see you later. For some reason I'm seeing the faces in my minds eye. I thought I'd dealt with that and put it all behind me so why the heck are they bugging me now? The usual grounding and breathing techniques aren't alleviating the feelings of anxiety and fear that just crop up randomly. I fear the nights will be the worst if I don't get a handle on it. At least a hypospray can fix that to a degree.
I just don't want this interfering with my duty, or coming to a head at a time of crisis. I can't let the Captain or the crew down. I can't let myself down. I can do this.
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