Differences between life and death.

Posted on Sun Jun 25th, 2023 @ 6:45am by Lieutenant Commander Shoniara T’ghann-Travis Dr

Linds personal log beginning.

Seth has taken Shasta to school so I have a chance to make this log before I go on duty.

I cannot explain how strange this is. To be one’s own created character knowing what she knows and looking like her and having her family also created by me. My husband Seth is a character created by Jeff who also plays Commander Grayson currently happily married to Callie played by Jan. It’s very complicated triangle having been brought here by Q, how or why he did this is impossible to know. He could send us back to our own lives any minute and I think most of my writing friends wish to be sent back, however my situation is different. I want to stay stay here in this world where I am fit and loved. Back home I am crippled by rheumatoid and osteoarthritis, diabetes and cancer which will eventually kill me in a probably horrible way. My husband contracted Covid and died in the first wave of the virus and I am alone. No family or friends, nothing apart from my two cats and my writing on the Washington.

I scanned myself when I first arrived as Shon I am fit and well no illnesses, only I am no longer pregnant with the twins my alter ego Shon Carries. So, what do I tell him if I stay here, that I lost them, what would it do to Seth? He is a wonderful man, much more fleshed out than I wrote and so is Shasta, a young girl turning into young woman and I have a responsibility to their continuity. But now there is one thing else to think about. If we all stop writing what happens to us, I mean our characters, do they cease to exist after all this time or, maybe they just float around in the ether? I just don’t know there are too many variables.

However……I DO know I will do everything I can to stay in this world.