Pon Farr

Posted on Wed Oct 6th, 2021 @ 4:17am by Lieutenant Commander Shoniara T’ghann-Travis Dr
Edited on Wed Oct 6th, 2021 @ 10:47am

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I have just returned from my meld with Sam Howard in order to give her an insight into the workings of a Vulcan mind in the throes of the Pon Farr. It went as well as I could have expected. Sams mind is strong and I hope she will not have too many problems with what she now holds. The sedative she gave me has calmed me somewhat but I have spent the last few hours recording messages for people I know in case this turns out in the worst way possible. I worry about Puss’s care but Sam has promised me she will return him to T’ghrek. His bond with me is strong and now I hope he has a bond with Sam also. Doctor Howard has gone above and beyond her duty in helping me with this. I have found myself remembering my last Pon Farr which was so different to this, then I had my husband Mark and Shasta my little girl and it was more of a celebration……I did not realise how easy it all was back then. I felt my rage beginning to rise again and as I have already made some…adjustments to the furniture in my quarters there is nothing else to take it out on. I dare not leave here. I will try to meditate with Puss’s help. I just need to hold on a little longer. Perhaps in the morning I will seek out our new Counsellors advice, we already have something in common as Mark was Betaziod.

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