Aftermath and Solutions.
Posted on Sun Nov 7th, 2021 @ 11:29am by Lieutenant Commander Shoniara T’ghann-Travis Dr
Edited on Mon Nov 8th, 2021 @ 8:44am
Begin personal log Shoniara T’ghann Dex.
I discharged Sam to her own quarters this morning. She has rested well and I hope this will be the beginning of her healing.
The images I poured into her brain when I was in my Pon Farr are some of the toughest she will have to deal with as this is not over by far. During our last meld I was able to shield her and bury the worst of what I endured. To a non Vulcan most of it would be seem to appear as confusion, violence, heat and extreme lust that would turn some to madness. However Sam is extremely intelligent and that helps in that suppression.
Our minds are now forever connected, she will know when I am in danger, or happy or attracted to someone and I the same about her. The bond we shared will endure forever. I must admit to having thoughts of attraction to her which I shall never let her know as I can sink them deep into her subconscious. I see her spirit, her intelligence and her kindness and yes her sexuality. As my Riasan heritage allows me attraction to the same sex my Vulcan heritage opposes it. It is something I must meditate on.
I must teach Sam how to meditate successfully once a day, our teaching will begin this evening and, depending on how she responds I may clear her for duty tomorrow. I will also ask her to keep a dream diary with which I may be able to to foresee any problems.
As for myself I feel calm and ready to begin life again. I must work towards promotion and re dress the virus which has so recently been so problematical towards the crew here on the Washington. I am tired however and have stopped eating which is very unlike me. Puss has helped both myself, Sam and Callie immensely and I thank Surak that T’ghrek gave him to me. I will try to sleep a little now and then meditate in order to be ready to see Sam later. I must admit I am looking forward to doing so.
End personal log Shoniara T’ghann Dex
